I'm back

It's been over a year and I finally decided to star blogging again. Just my luck though it seems like almost everyone quit blogging on here so I guess it won't really matter what I post on here anymore. See ya'll later

Thanks Dad!

My mom wanted to throw this out when I was a wee babe, my dad made her keep it in case one of us wanted it when we were older. Thanks dad, I got this the other day and will get the rest the next time I am over!

Unemployed, thanks B&N

Barnes and Noble is a shitty company to work for unless you are willing to sacrifice your morals.


So here I am, after 8 years of loyalty, I have been on unemployment for a month and a half. I have applied at several locations around town and I have only have had three interviews and no call backs. Whatever, I know a job for me is out there somewhere I just have to keep looking.

My former employer, as I have recently found out has made life so unbearable for at least two others to the point that they quit. I know what they are doing, they are trying to get rid of the people who have been there the longest in favor of newer cheaper labor. I also know that the district manager Jay doesn't like handicapped people. He never came out and said it but he eluded to it a lot. He doesn't think that they can do the job right when I know for a fact they can.

Barnes and Noble used to be a great company to work for, one that cared about the employee as much as the customer but sometime last year they changed their business model to be more of a "We want money and screw everyone else" type of policy.



Thi

On the tip

I thought I had something to say, something important and philosophical but alas, it has escaped me and all I have for you is this picture of a door partially open, never really divulging whats on the other side.

You

Have no idea what face everyday. my mind races a thousand possibilities pass through my consciousness a minute. I try, I really do, i try to be like you and enjoy simple things in life. I want to be normal but every time I see a color or shape i think of the thousands of possibilities that it could take. When at work i have to shut this off and do my job.


but


think about it,

this and that mixed with those things and something unusual could create something delicious.



you will never know till you try

solitare

So here I am
I have tried 4 separate medications for sleep
something that has alluded me since I can remember
and I keep on trying till I find the magic match

What happened?

I used to know so many people who were artists and poets. Over the last few years it seems like (in addition to mine) their spirits have been crushed.



We used to talk of poetry and paintings, of ideas and such. Lately it seems all we do is live for work.