Atlanta

The only Atlanta Ga, I got to see was the inside of the airport where I ordered this beauty. A tall double Vodka tonic. My wallet is shown for comparison, and no I did not ask for it in the beer mug, that's just how they roll in Atlanta.

Cyclops

More news

I actually hung out with my brother the other day! For hours we sat by the pool and talked about movies music and people. It wasn't weird or strange or uncomfortable. and yesterday I had dinner with Tobin and Rachel and again held a long conversation with both of them. this may seem like a strange thing to be excited about but for me its a huge thing. I can't remember the last time I felt OK enough to talk to another person about anything for an extended period of time. I usually feel panicky and awkward and have to leave or get wasted if I want to stay. Also, I am making more phone calls rather than txting. I am not afraid to aswer the phone either, my heart doesn't race at the sound of my ringer. Another step in the right direction if you ask me.

bringing smiles to the masses

Here are three recent picture messages that I sent out that made my friends laugh. I thought I would share them here as I still get a kick out of them.





I have no idea other than "Aaaarrrggg mateys eat your citrus lest you get thaarr scurvy!"




Julie responded that she was eating a kiwi so I said:

Arg as you should. scurvy took most of me crew. i'd hate to lose me mate cause she hated vitamin c!





I don't remember what Alex said but this was my response to him:

naarr. scurvy is the slow death. you not want to be at sea when it starts. tis a bad way to go indeed.

flashback

I can't remember where I found this, Diviantart I think. I just thought some of you might dig it.

If going to the psychiatrist was a test. . . .

I would pass with an A+

Just got back from my recent appointment and I am doing so well on such a low dose that I don't have to see her again for two months! Hells to the yeah!

On top of that good news I found $5.00 in my back pocket.

update in your face

So, it's been a while since my last post. A little over a month in fact. Things now seem much batter than they have been in a long time. The pills seem to be working as I am smiling more. Little things don't upset me like they used to. I can eat without worrying if these veggies are going to go straight to my gut, and I am only buying one set of clothing items, not the usual two. The thought of hanging out with people still agitates me a little but nowhere near what it used to. I have all these ideas of things to do, art to make etc. I feel like I am starting to get my life back and that excites me and as I type this I can't help to not smile a little. I want to thank all of my friends for sticking by me through this all, I couldn't have done it without you, seriously. Thank you and I hopefully will see you soon.