social

lately, i have been much more socially anxious than ever before
I am afraid to hang out
to talk to
to converse with
the people I have known for years
I am not sure why this is
and I don't know what to say
so then I focus on that
and never come to a reasonable conclusion
as to why so I don't do anything
so instead I sit at home
and try and make it till the next day